It hurts. It hurts to type, to move, to sit still. It hurts to talk, to be silent; it hurts to look in the mirror and see me. A year, and I don't recognize the blue grey eyes in the physically disjointed reflection. She never existed before. He never existed before. We always existed. To … Continue reading Rising Sun
Mental Breakdowns
Throw Back: “What Have You Done?”
You let, you let the soft whispers fill your mind with false hope. Do you truly believe that we, we, will ever be gone? I'm always here, always, I will let your blood spill passed broken skin like water through a dam that is too brittle to withstand the force of the pain pressing its … Continue reading Throw Back: “What Have You Done?”
Enclosing Darkness
I can't, I can't where did the air go, I'm trying, sucking for oxygen I know, I know it's here, it's here just have to get it into my lungs. God they burn, my chest, hurts, like the strain of running but I'm standing, actually swaying. Hands on knees, I remember being told once hands … Continue reading Enclosing Darkness