The pain you feel is real you're not asleep but it's a nightmare Have you ever looked fear in the face And said I just don't care? Everyday I fight a war against the mirror I can't take the person starin' back at me It's all mine...it's my reality...it's just too much for me Looks … Continue reading Found Poem-P!nk
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#17: Dear Tina,
Dear Tina, You can blame a song I've been listening to for the last few months for this moment of bravery. My favorite line is "looking for heaven found the devil in me," and there was your face, and I knew it was time. Because loving you found everything I hated about myself. I allowed … Continue reading #17: Dear Tina,
Day 34: What Holds Me Here
What hold you here, truly holds you here? What makes you stay when you want to leave? Hope? Curiosity? Fear? What holds me here? On earth? In Iowa? What held me in New York for so long? What holds me to life? The beauty of questions is that there is always a question within the … Continue reading Day 34: What Holds Me Here
Dear Sara,
Dear Sara, I hope this finds you well, I know we really haven't spoken in a while. That is my fault really, I let life get the better of me. I forgot to take time to enjoy living, something we both know I should since I've come close, too many times, to not being a … Continue reading Dear Sara,