note: this is one of many letters I've tried writing to my biological father. Dear Charlie, I keep pausing as I write this letter, because I don't know where to start. I don't know whether to start at the beginning, or to talk about the last few years. I'm not really surprised by my inability … Continue reading #2: Dear Charlie
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What Happened?
What Happened She said not to use I or very, or stuff, thing was useless and it all led to excuses. So he drew it in the sand, and left it for everyone to find only to discover us never held the I, just the you. I asked for you to be kind. I left, … Continue reading What Happened?
Day 34: What Holds Me Here
What hold you here, truly holds you here? What makes you stay when you want to leave? Hope? Curiosity? Fear? What holds me here? On earth? In Iowa? What held me in New York for so long? What holds me to life? The beauty of questions is that there is always a question within the … Continue reading Day 34: What Holds Me Here
Day 26: “I Know You Will Make Me Smile”
I woke up today with 20 minutes to get up and get ready for work, so not much has happened in that aspect. My life has definitely slipped into a redundant…wake up, go to work, go home, putz around, go to sleep and repeat. I mean, there really isn't much socializing to be done at … Continue reading Day 26: “I Know You Will Make Me Smile”