3am

I wish I could explain better what it feels like, the euphoria of 3am as I bounce around a room unable to be bounced. Two feet here, two feet there, and you've gone the length of the space and yet I bounce.  I bounce and I move and I curse curse the edge of the … Continue reading 3am

Beauty In The Disease

I burned image after image, thought after thought laying waste to my mind just to see if I was awake. It's a given, a tidal wave that burns until everything, even my memories no longer exist in this quake. I needed to feel the heat, so I poured what was left down my throat, and … Continue reading Beauty In The Disease

Please Stop You’re Scaring Me

The song spills into my ears as fingers fly faster over keys straining under the constant tempo it hasn't seen in years. Beg me, beg me, the words are spilling and we are here. The villains in my head are begging for a hero and we are finally here, watching as the wall tumbles the … Continue reading Please Stop You’re Scaring Me

Throw Back: “What Have You Done?”

You let, you let the soft whispers fill your mind with false hope. Do you truly believe that we, we, will ever be gone? I'm always here, always, I will let your blood spill passed broken skin like water through a dam that is too brittle to withstand the force of the pain pressing its … Continue reading Throw Back: “What Have You Done?”