Blind Rage

A/N: Written in 2005. Reading it over I think I was in a place where I wanted to let all the negative feelings, anger and rage just consume me. But instead of letting it, I wrote this.  Let go, give in, this is what you desire. This feeling will never expire. Don't let humanity sink … Continue reading Blind Rage

Tempering

Tell me before the voices win this battle you tell me I'm better than. Tell me before I decide it is time to let go because I want to, need to, sometimes. Sometimes I need to let it all go and lose it all because I want to. I want to so badly it hurts. … Continue reading Tempering

Lies that Blood Taught Me

I'd be fine if my hands stopped shaking, then the words would be as difficult to produce. Simply such, calling a duck a dog doesn't make it less of a duck, just someone's twisted attempt at subterfuge, which means lying, since I don't want to be accused of thinking myself smarter, when if fact it … Continue reading Lies that Blood Taught Me

#23: Dear Charlie…take 2

Dear Charlie, I've started, and stopped, this letter so many times that I have to use my age as a timeline for the drafts. You can see it if you look back at all the drafts, a slight shift in words, in tone. My vocabulary grew, as well as my curses. Mom wouldn't let me … Continue reading #23: Dear Charlie…take 2