Beautiful

“Anything, anything would be better than this agony of mind, this creeping pain that gnaws and fumbles and caresses one and never hurts quite enough”- Jean-Paul Sartre   -Beautiful- Perfectly broken. Beautifully flawed. Fucking hate me hate the cracks where solid is supposed to be. I can't go back, I can't go back I can't go I … Continue reading Beautiful

Beatings of the Def Poet Who Forgot the Beat

I get so caught up in the def poet beat that I become deaf to what my words are supposed to mean. I ask you to listen to these rhymes in hope of times that they are worth something, anything, worth more than the penny it cost to print them, more than the soul it … Continue reading Beatings of the Def Poet Who Forgot the Beat

It was Daddy issues when I was a child

“I didn't really want to live, so anything that was an investment in time made me angry . . . but also I just felt sad. When the hopelessness is hurting you, it's the fixtures and fittings that finish you off.”-Angelina Jolie -It was- It was daddy issues when I was a child. Hormones and adolescence as … Continue reading It was Daddy issues when I was a child

They never said sorrow knew how to swim

I never quite knew, well maybe not knew but understand, why people only told the truth when they were drunk i'm drunk..ish maybe i took pills mixed them with bottom shelf vodka and i'm sure it isn't the world leaning but my inability to stand up. Amazing how accurate my writing is, no typos, not … Continue reading They never said sorrow knew how to swim