It was almost closed. So close... You want me to understand that this lifetime isn't going to be the one. And I do, this is a timeline I'll be walking alone. But then you knock, almost a second too late. Ding dong ditch is your favorite game, I know this but I opened the door … Continue reading Lose Me, please.
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The Line
I kept a close watch, I had no choice. Too many times the end got close, your love, a necklace too much a noose. so I found myself alone, your fire an overwhelming tide. Oh how I dreamed of toeing the line, steering my feet off the side. Of turning my back to the siren, … Continue reading The Line
Helen
So I was going through my memory box....yes I have one...and came across something I wrote for my friend Helen back in 2004? I didn't start dating my works until a few years later, but I think it was 2004. I was 16..I think...Helen was the bus driver that took me from my high school … Continue reading Helen
Thrown back to me
2:38 am and I'm at work, refusing to sleep because of rationality. So I think of the tap of the keys and the smooth plastic underneath scarred skin and I find comfort in the reality that I am not special. I saw my vows today, and found myself wanting, because rationality has broken over and … Continue reading Thrown back to me
