Amanda, It's been 3 and a half years since the last time I let myself feel like this for anyone. I thought, in those three years, that I had fallen for someone and I had let infatuations get the best of me, but I was wrong. God, was I wrong... I know that we speak … Continue reading Forgotten Project#3: Dear Amanda (Letter Project #28)
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Forgotten Project #2: What Scares Me
It scares me every time my mother tells me she doesn't worry about me, that she knows I always figure it out. I'm scared of the day I won't be able to... I'm scared that there will always be this part of me that is empty. It creeps into my thoughts every once in a … Continue reading Forgotten Project #2: What Scares Me
Forgotten Project #1: Moving In
January 13th, I'm insane...I must be insane. This is ridiculous and scary and new and I must be out of my mind because today I'm moving in with my girlfriend. Now, don't mistake my terror for not being ready, because beneath the nervous facade is a woman strong and sure of herself and her life … Continue reading Forgotten Project #1: Moving In
Florida or Bust
So I was laying in my girlfriend's bed, slumbering away the few hours I actually had to sleep before another long work day, when my phone rang. Cue in the celestial sounds of me sitting straight up in bed cursing, earning an amused look from said girlfriend who was reading in bed, and scrambling to … Continue reading Florida or Bust