Day 34: What Holds Me Here

What hold you here, truly holds you here? What makes you stay when you want to leave? Hope? Curiosity? Fear? What holds me here? On earth? In Iowa? What held me in New York for so long? What holds me to life? The beauty of questions is that there is always a question within the … Continue reading Day 34: What Holds Me Here

Day 28: Sometimes We Cry on Beautiful Days

  Day 27 kind of blurs into day 28 in the sense of themes, but it's a different experience nonetheless. I'm feeling more artsy-ish today, something about being awake before noon and making a homemade meal while interviewing for that job in Baltimore. Or it might be that God was in discussion today or maybe … Continue reading Day 28: Sometimes We Cry on Beautiful Days

Day 23: Eating Crow, Missing Weddings, Friends, and Anger Triggers

Or would it be more of eating my shoe? I'm not quite sure but I did have some humble pie today….dear god with the clichés… Sooo I lament to my co-worker all the time my ridiculous hours and how much I work. 16 hours straight here, 32 hours straight there, no sleep, 2 jobs (now … Continue reading Day 23: Eating Crow, Missing Weddings, Friends, and Anger Triggers

The Two Women and Me

I love you...I loved you Not really sure what I feel The damage never registered, Never getting the chance to heal. But you are both in my mind, as I lazily retrace steps down memory lines, and I know the truth, deep and cruel. With you I was laying by unjust rules, With you I … Continue reading The Two Women and Me