Returning Home

I had three years of sunlight, years of it got better, and I was free from the place I had begun to believe would always be where I should be. I'm walking a familiar path overgrown as it always was, and the icy breeze moves the leaves every so slightly, but the sun always caught … Continue reading Returning Home

I Still Exist

I used to know you, the look in your eyes. You looked strong, like an angel that saw too much for words. So, instead I cried, at the beauty in those grey eyes. The world never so bright. I know you were here. I feel the shadow of you, ghosting through my veins. Your voice firm, … Continue reading I Still Exist

What To Do With An Apology Letter That Doesn’t Apologize?

My ex wrote me an apology letter. Or something. I don't know what I can call it. I was just going to post it here and rant about everything she put in it, but I'm not going to. Not yet. Now is not the time, because her story isn't this story. This is my story. … Continue reading What To Do With An Apology Letter That Doesn’t Apologize?

Finding Out My Ex-Wife Cheated

I've been awake all night; another beautiful sunrise lost to the tightening ache in my chest. The thump of my heart against my breastbone hurts, and I want nothing more than to sleep. But I can't. I can't sleep because my mind goes over the last 8 months. 8 months of lies, of fighting, of … Continue reading Finding Out My Ex-Wife Cheated