Day 20: 16 hour work day and 3 band-aids later

Another double work day...16 hours....sigh I had to keep looking at the computer to remember that it was thursday. It is thursday right? Is it still March? At least the weather is nicer out this week. Aside from work, which was boring and somewhat informative as I learned some new things, day 20 has been … Continue reading Day 20: 16 hour work day and 3 band-aids later

Day 14 is a blur

Worked a 16 hour shift today, day 14 is blurring into day 15.....a painful, gut-wrenching blur that makes me wonder if I might just lose my job because the filter in my brain disappears around hour 14. I really need to learn not to be a stupid 24 year old sometimes...I'm actually quite pissed at … Continue reading Day 14 is a blur

Images of Exhaustion

the wetness on my face is strange in contrast to the burning in my chest, rage bubbling in my chest does nothing to ease to blurring in my eyes as my body shakes in effort to stand, to smile. I feel everything...every muscle tensing to maintain balance as words slur passed my lips. I didn't … Continue reading Images of Exhaustion

Hurt Me Today

It broke crumbled pieces lay in shaking hands that for too long forgot what it meant to hold softly it cracked, slowly at first with tiny sounds echoing as gravity pulled it down to soon-to-be cement floors, hardening quietly it splintered, tracing intricate patterns across once smooth valleys, now dried into graying deserts littered with … Continue reading Hurt Me Today