Afraid I Gave All I Had Left

I have never loved anything, or anyone, the way I loved my wife...well ex-wife. I can freely admit that now, without crawling into a corner and wishing for the world to finish caving around me. I have had so many people tear me apart, and build me up, in my life. Yet, I never had … Continue reading Afraid I Gave All I Had Left

Running Up That Hill

The tap of keys is the music I leave, pushing forward, do you want to know what I feel? Want to hear about the deal I made? So that the smooth taps don't hurt me, only the words that bleed through the torn skin of my finger tips.  There it is, the hatred, for the … Continue reading Running Up That Hill

Finding Out My Ex-Wife Cheated

I've been awake all night; another beautiful sunrise lost to the tightening ache in my chest. The thump of my heart against my breastbone hurts, and I want nothing more than to sleep. But I can't. I can't sleep because my mind goes over the last 8 months. 8 months of lies, of fighting, of … Continue reading Finding Out My Ex-Wife Cheated

You Told Me To Believe

I am a lost boy, the song lingers and I dream. Dream of laughter and peace quiet moments stolen in the the breaks of dawn, and I believed. Now the words you spoke sit on repeat, repeatedly breaking me. The grace we once held, lost in the snow of scratched records that you swore was … Continue reading You Told Me To Believe