It starts with a hunger, something sweet, salty, voices screaming about calories change to those screaming with craving. From the hunger, comes the ache. Settling into broken bits of bone deteriorating from a disease that will one day cripple, and settles into the healthy, blood rich muscles and the jaw clenches, teeth grind. Dots start … Continue reading Today
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Forgotten Project #2: What Scares Me
It scares me every time my mother tells me she doesn't worry about me, that she knows I always figure it out. I'm scared of the day I won't be able to... I'm scared that there will always be this part of me that is empty. It creeps into my thoughts every once in a … Continue reading Forgotten Project #2: What Scares Me
Day 26: “I Know You Will Make Me Smile”
I woke up today with 20 minutes to get up and get ready for work, so not much has happened in that aspect. My life has definitely slipped into a redundant…wake up, go to work, go home, putz around, go to sleep and repeat. I mean, there really isn't much socializing to be done at … Continue reading Day 26: “I Know You Will Make Me Smile”