Abuse Isn’t Abuse If The Abuser Says So

As I have stated in a previous post, my ex-wife cheated on me when we were together. Well cheating is putting it kindly. She slept with her best friend and her best friend's husband while they were still together. Then she came to Iowa to bring me to Oregon. I then found out she hooked … Continue reading Abuse Isn’t Abuse If The Abuser Says So

Finding Out My Ex-Wife Cheated

I've been awake all night; another beautiful sunrise lost to the tightening ache in my chest. The thump of my heart against my breastbone hurts, and I want nothing more than to sleep. But I can't. I can't sleep because my mind goes over the last 8 months. 8 months of lies, of fighting, of … Continue reading Finding Out My Ex-Wife Cheated

Who Are You?

I was scrolling down Facebook, and seeing all these quotes about life and love from people and started to post the ones that hit me within the first seconds of reading them and then I stopped.   And I looked. Truly looked. Looked at the words that penalized, or justified actions. That said yes, hurting … Continue reading Who Are You?

Blind Rage

A/N: Written in 2005. Reading it over I think I was in a place where I wanted to let all the negative feelings, anger and rage just consume me. But instead of letting it, I wrote this.  Let go, give in, this is what you desire. This feeling will never expire. Don't let humanity sink … Continue reading Blind Rage