Blind Rage

A/N: Written in 2005. Reading it over I think I was in a place where I wanted to let all the negative feelings, anger and rage just consume me. But instead of letting it, I wrote this.  Let go, give in, this is what you desire. This feeling will never expire. Don't let humanity sink … Continue reading Blind Rage

Forgotten Project #6: Forgiving the Ghosts of Lives Past…

Ever think back into your life and simply cringe? Or maybe you get that heavy feeling and are suddenly inundated with hatred and regret? If you haven't then I'd guess you'd be lucky because I do. I look at who I once was, compared to who I am now, and I shake my head with … Continue reading Forgotten Project #6: Forgiving the Ghosts of Lives Past…

#17: Dear Tina,

Dear Tina, You can blame a song I've been listening to for the last few months for this moment of bravery. My favorite line is "looking for heaven found the devil in me," and there was your face, and I knew it was time. Because loving you found everything I hated about myself. I allowed … Continue reading #17: Dear Tina,

Day 23: Eating Crow, Missing Weddings, Friends, and Anger Triggers

Or would it be more of eating my shoe? I'm not quite sure but I did have some humble pie today….dear god with the clichés… Sooo I lament to my co-worker all the time my ridiculous hours and how much I work. 16 hours straight here, 32 hours straight there, no sleep, 2 jobs (now … Continue reading Day 23: Eating Crow, Missing Weddings, Friends, and Anger Triggers