I can't, I can't where did the air go, I'm trying, sucking for oxygen I know, I know it's here, it's here just have to get it into my lungs. God they burn, my chest, hurts, like the strain of running but I'm standing, actually swaying. Hands on knees, I remember being told once hands … Continue reading Enclosing Darkness
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Absolute Fear
I sent Amanda an email trying to explain what Alex's abuse meant. You once told me, that you and I had different ideas of what abuse meant. But I don't have an idea of what it is. I have a definition. I have a reflection. Scars, and constant tears, and begging strangers paid to listen … Continue reading Absolute Fear
Abuse Isn’t Abuse If The Abuser Says So
As I have stated in a previous post, my ex-wife cheated on me when we were together. Well cheating is putting it kindly. She slept with her best friend and her best friend's husband while they were still together. Then she came to Iowa to bring me to Oregon. I then found out she hooked … Continue reading Abuse Isn’t Abuse If The Abuser Says So
Forgotten Project #5: Q and A Answer
Question: What makes you take that step forward when you really and truly, deep in your soul, do not want to? What is it? Is it a who? What? And once you move forward what keeps you going forward? "We live this life along the lines others create...we worry and struggle and don't appreciate the … Continue reading Forgotten Project #5: Q and A Answer
Faith Taryn Davies 