My ex wrote me an apology letter. Or something. I don't know what I can call it. I was just going to post it here and rant about everything she put in it, but I'm not going to. Not yet. Now is not the time, because her story isn't this story. This is my story. … Continue reading What To Do With An Apology Letter That Doesn’t Apologize?
As I have stated in a previous post, my ex-wife cheated on me when we were together. Well cheating is putting it kindly. She slept with her best friend and her best friend's husband while they were still together. Then she came to Iowa to bring me to Oregon. I then found out she hooked … Continue reading Abuse Isn’t Abuse If The Abuser Says So
I've been awake all night; another beautiful sunrise lost to the tightening ache in my chest. The thump of my heart against my breastbone hurts, and I want nothing more than to sleep. But I can't. I can't sleep because my mind goes over the last 8 months. 8 months of lies, of fighting, of … Continue reading Finding Out My Ex-Wife Cheated
I am a lost boy, the song lingers and I dream. Dream of laughter and peace quiet moments stolen in the the breaks of dawn, and I believed. Now the words you spoke sit on repeat, repeatedly breaking me. The grace we once held, lost in the snow of scratched records that you swore was … Continue reading You Told Me To Believe